| shh go away. |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|12:03 am] |
From now on im making all my entries *Friends only*. i just changed all of my recent ones 2 it. so if u wanna read my journal make sure you're on my list.
bye. |
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| hahahaha |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|10:19 pm] |
*Brittany smacked her sister in the face with an overly large sized breadstick n ran LOL
xo |
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| fuck you all.. |
[Jun. 4th, 2005|12:38 pm] |
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*i think i finally give up on this crap. its fucking pointless. i take my time to tell u what i do on weekends or my feelings n its not like anyone even fucking cares what i have to say anyways. no one could really care less about me either. and i get the same few comments from the same like 2 people. so i offically give up on trying with this thing. byebye. |
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| Bitch please... |
[Jun. 3rd, 2005|11:15 pm] |
Hey hey party people.
i got nothing to say so i guess ill just tell u bout my night.
Not to exciting but..
.x. Here it goes...x.
After school Angie came over.
We went up to the DC graduation.
Hung with Nicole Megan smith and STEFANIE!
Gosh i love her. i also go to see my old pal Landon.
and guess what Brittany i finally got to talk to Sergio!!
woo hoo that totally made my night haha. gansta fo life lol.
anyways..
Later bob picked me n angie up.
Went to his house n Bubbas.
Then us 4 went to shanes.
Missy came and Megan S woo shes awesome.
Just hung around and spent time with my lovely boyfriend.
now im home bored. but had a good night. i havent seen bob for 3 days til today so that made me happy.
well im gunna go eat some food now ttyl xo. |
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| Blue MoOn.. |
[May. 31st, 2005|11:05 pm] |
heyyy..
nothings new at all.
TodaY i stayed home sick.
i took a nice warm bath.
it felt soo good.
Saturday= late night swim date with Angie. ah cant wait. <33
well nothing to say.
byebye xo. |
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| Roman..is that you..? |
[May. 29th, 2005|12:45 am] |
im way to lazy to update this shit.
just gotta say, thank u angie for tonight n being there. i love you
.x. Tonight .x.
Angie came over.
then we went to shanes.
me ange n jared went driving places.
came back,shit happend..dont wanna talk bout it.
Hung out with bob n bubba for awhile.
and yeah thats about it.
didnt get to see brian so that made me sad..
i have a lot of shit to say but im to lazy right now. ill update about it later maybe.
xo bye.
just wanna say if u dont like me or nething just please dont treat me like shit. im really tired of my friends n ppl making me feel like shit. i have no one else n i cant even be happy or be treated right with them. except angie..but idk so please just treat me how u wanna be treated or dont talk to me at all..thanks bye. |
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| Shumbs burger hehe.. |
[May. 25th, 2005|09:49 pm] |
Hiiiya.
whats up freaks?
i would first like to start off by saying how much i miss and love Ashleigh. since i was in her journal shes in mine. <3
anyways..
so tonight bob came n got me.
we went over to Shanes.
Jeff shel roger bubba ben josh matt n ppl were there.
Then me n bob went to his house for a little.
His mom got smokes then we went back to Shanes.
Hung with everyone for awhile.
Had a weird experience with Jeff haha not getting into that.
yeahh then me n bob left. had some alone time *wink wink* lol
Then he took me home and here i am.
im talking to my lovely Angie. i love her tons!
and yeah i really have nothing else to say. good day.
byebye xo. |
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| Cheater cheater cheater.. |
[May. 22nd, 2005|09:15 pm] |
Hows it going??
hm so today was a pretty good day.
* Bob Roger and Brian came n picked me up. We went over to Rogers. Tonis and Dennis came. We watched Half Baked and just chilled. Then bobs parents invited me over for dinner so me n bob left n went to his house. i just talked to his parents a lot n hung around n watched tv. Then his brother came and i met him so that was cool. Then we ate n i felt totally weird the whole time but it was fun. uh Then me n bob went to jewel..stole some condoms hehe and visted tom for awhile. Then we went over to shanes. Shane josh matt bubba and roman were there then ben kate shel n jeff came. nothing exciting there n then bob took me home.
and that was my night..
now im watching Cheaters..great show.
oh yeah Tommy fricken Green called me on friday. that made my night.
MISSY is ungrounded yesss! more time with me! hehe i love u mis mis.
Angie feel better. i love you
love u all xo. byes |
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| Roman Roman Roman... |
[May. 22nd, 2005|12:29 pm] |
Hellooo people hows it going?
im good. i guess.
So last night uhm i went over to Shanes house. a bunch of people were there like Me Shane Kate Shel Josh Matt Anna Robby Bob Roman Tonis Ben and more. what REALLY made my night was that MISSY came over to visit. oh man was i SO excited to see her i like screamed. shes been grounded it sucks and shes leaving for a MONTH..ah im gunna die. so she came for like a half an hour then she left, and i was sad. So then after she left i went to go sit back down on this thing i was sitting on and roman and tonis secretly pulled it away from me n i went to sit down and i fell on my ass haha it was hilarious. So yeah i just hung at shanes all night.
then the FUNNIEST but yet scariest thing happend. ok so we all know, well the if u know roman, we all know he does the Stupidest shit in the world and Shane will yell at him to stop n he'll be like oh ok then do it anyways lol but yeah ne ways..so last night Jeff left his back pack at shanes and he had TONS of bottle rockets in there. Roman decided to take a bunch n mess around with them outside. After awhile shanes dad told him to stop so no cops would come around so he did. So he was sitting on the couch still holding them. then all the sudden he holds a lighter by one n pretends to light it. shane freaks out and yells roman if u fucking do that ill KILL you. So roman just laughs and all the sudden he accidentally lights one up while hes IN SHANES HOUSE on the couch. it starts going off and Roman grabs the fire with his HAND and trys to stop it. little did he know that it was fucking water proof. so his hand is sitting there getting the shit burnt outta it then it pops all in his face all over everywhere and omg it was so scary but the funniest thing u will ever see. i mean i guess u had to be there but come on if u hang with roman picture him in shanes house with shane always bitching at him to stop shit n he lights a firework in shanes house and trys to stop it and it pops all over him. wow but at first shane got so pissed he almost hit roman with a brick but he told him to get the fuck out cuz he could have burnt the fucking house down but once shanes dad found out he burnt the shit outta his hand he just laughed n said he can stay just so i can see the boy suffer. So yeah then the passed 20 min me tonis shane n shanes dad cracked so many jokes about it like how we shoulda taped it n sent it to that one commercial where they are like kids do the stupidest shit n idk we made so many jokes about it it was hilarious.
so anyways enough about that, then later missy n her bro call for some weed so they follow me n bob out to the house. i got to see Jarrett so that was cool. and i got to see MISSY more woo hoo. then idk i just hung out with bob for the rest of the night and that was it.
oh yeah and i forgot to mention how Jeff was back to visit from Tenn. hes in a huge band now so he doesnt live out here anymore but i got to see him for awhile n talk about his band so that was awesome. i miss you jeff!!!
So friday night i figured out im getting way to old to play young kids games. Me Anna Robby and Jason were playing this hand clap game and after we did it once we would laugh so hard and then like 2 of ud would go off to the side and cough our lungs out haha we were like dying but it was so fun.
so anyways im gunna go now sorry i wrote way to much.
ANGiE i missed u yesterday..i love you.
byebye xo. |
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| Never bit a burger better then a Bubba..haha angie. |
[May. 21st, 2005|12:46 am] |
heyyyy lovely people.
oh man have ive been and still am way to lazy to update this thing.
i dont really have anything to say.
Me and Bob are great <3.
Been hanging out with him a lot.
Wednesday night, ill never forget. a night to remeber for me.
thats all im saying hehe.
Uh been hanging out at Shanes with the usual people.
and uh idk i miss Brittany and MISSY since shes grounded..
//thats about it..//
Tonight went to Shanes with Angie. uh it was me angie shane bob <3 bubba roger tonis tony ben anna jason roman robby jared and idk more maybe. it was a pretty good night..drove around with angie tony ben n anna for awhile to do some stuff. me n angie went to her house for awhile then we all just chilled at shanes and bob came n that made me happy. n that was about it.
uhm i think im finally gunna be taken outta my stupid bd school. Shit happend there and Chris (my therapist) was upset n doesnt want me there ne more. i think im gunna go to budsmin or w/e its called where i only go for 3 hours a day and do all my work on the computer alone. so i dont gotta deal with teachers or stupid kids, shorter day, easier AND ill get all caught up fast so i can come to crown..finally.
well im fucking lazy and tired and im gunna go to sleep.
xoxo byebye. |
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| Not okay. |
[May. 16th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
*Worst night EVER last night.
Then did something very stupid.
Woke up crying this morning, stayed home from school.
Got in huge fight with mom.
Got everything taken away from me and ripped outta my room.
Dads being a dick...not getting into that.
Now..back to my depressed ways.
NOT in the mood. bye
Run away..? sounds good to me. wanna join? lemme know. |
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| and i'll never be good enough for him |
[May. 15th, 2005|11:07 am] |
Heyy everyone.
hows it going?
hm well i just woke up. im fucking tired still but oh well. so nothing really exciting has happend for me to tell you about so i guess ill just tell u about last night. so uhm //Saturday//--
* Bob picked me up. Then we went and picked up angie. Went over to Shanes. Tons of people were there, uh Shane me bob angie roman missy jessica josh some kid tonis dennis bubba his cousin ben and others. so we hung out there for awhile. Roman and them kept yelling "boobies contest yeahhh" and tired to get us to do that but that didnt happen haha. Then me and bob went over to his house. he grilled some hamburgers lol. uh yeah so we chilled there for an hour or so then we went up to Crown for the battle of the bands. but only to visit his mom since she works there. so we got in free and stayed for a few min. saw STEFANIE!! ah i was soo happy to see her i missed her soooo fucking much wow i didnt even realize how much i missed that girl. Saw some other ppl too so that was cool. I guess bob seems to be the cool guy to everyone its kinda funny. Anyways then me n bob went back over to shanes and i saw my Angie again. then we stayed there til like 1130 then he took me home and uh thats about it. yeah nothing to exciting but oh well.
So i dunno whats going on for today. so if u wanna hang lemme know.
byebye xo. |
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[May. 13th, 2005|10:18 pm] |
You're in my heart
The only light that shines there
In the dark <3
whats up my lovely people?
eh so today really sucked.
its fucking //Friday night// and im grounded.
i didnt go to school today then me n my mom got in a fight so she told me im grounded gr.
soo everyone was out at shanes having fun without me.
But then later on Bob called n he came over n i told my dad some lie then i snuck outside and hung with him for awhile. it made me happy tho, actually he makes me happy so that made my night. it feels good to have a wonderful boyfriend for once. yeahh for those who dont know yet im going out with bob again. my neighbors are soo gay man. bob parked infront of their house n they called the cops saying theres some "suspicious car parked out front and some suspicious guy got outta it" so bob was like uh im just at my girlfriends house over there n the cop just laughed n asked him to move n that was it. but like 3 cop cars came n everything n it was so gay..fucking freak people. oh well it was funny.
so anyways enough about that..
So im not grounded tomorrow so if anyone wants to hang out leave me some comments or something.
Man i miss a lot of people..like Stefanie and Angie..and brittany!!!
well im gunna go im sleepy. byebye everyone. xo |
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| why doesnt everyone just leave me alone? |
[May. 9th, 2005|03:43 pm] |
Hellooo people..
// Hows it hanging? //
Eh today was nothing special.
actually i had a really bad day.
I dunno what happend but i noticed im too skinny. i look at other girls and wanna cry. my pants are all like too big for me now. and even my teacher said i look like im losing weight, when im too skinny to begin with. so after i got all upset over that, people started just being gay and annoying me. and saying rude shit and i dunno i couldnt take it. i dunno how i got thru it but i did, but i dunno what ill do later im all depressed now.
anyways. leave me some comments to make me feel better. i never really get any nice comments.
love you all. bye |
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| Its gunna take some time to realize.. |
[May. 8th, 2005|05:34 pm] |
unsinkable ships that sink;
unbreakable walls that break;
sometimes the things you think could never happen;
happen just like that;;
*Heyyy everyone...!
Hows it going..?
// So last night was an awesome night //
Uhm Angie picked me up and we went over to Shanes.
uh Missy Shane Ben Steph Bubba Kate Shel
Roman Roger Tonis Dennis Greg and a ton of people were there.
Everyone just hung out.
((Fun old times.))
uhm Will came home to visit from school so he had a party. yay i missed that kid. so Tom came and picked up me missy and bubba and we went over to his new OWN apartment that him n his bro share. Bob and a ton of people i dont know but who were cool were there. Lots of Drinking and smoking going on lol. Everyone stayed up til like 3 am then they all passed out. but me n bob stayed up all night doing stuff. it was fun. I didnt get any fucking sleep so im tired as hell. Bubba kept snoring so we had to smack him with a shoe a lot. and Will fell asleep on a chair in the kitchen it was kinda weird. So yeah Bob asked me out sometime last night so im going out with him again. im really happy..so yeah. funn times.
well i dont feel like typing anything that really happend last night, too tired.
im gunna go take another long nap.
bye everyone xo. |
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| Lawphins Rule..haha... |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
Dreams keep you going
Reality brings you down..
HeYy Everyone..!
hm nothing new to write about so ill just tell ya what i did so far this weekend..
// Friday //
..Went to Shanes.
Angie Kate Tonis Roman Ben Missy Greg
and people that i cant remember were there.
Just hung out n stuff..
I talked to Adam but nothings changed n im mad at myself
for not breaking up with him when i had the chance.
ah whatever fun night tho
((Roman, is that you? tell ben his brother called from mississippi. love ya'll.)) haha that was so funny we did it like 20 times..
.:. Saturday .:.
Got up REALLY early and showerd.
Brittany came over yaayy.
Sat around n watched movies.
Met Ben n Missy at the mall.
Then we went to shanes.
Roman and Kate were there too.
uh later Bob called to hang with me so he came n got me n Brittany. we drove around and ended up going out to Rogers g-mas house. Smoked..watched Rog ride dirk bikes on his awesome track thing he has in the yard. and listend to Bobs funny ass yet fucked up stories. they got a pretty nice inground pool too. uh So we hung there then bob had to be back with his truck so he dropped us back at shanes n we chilled there the rest of the time.
Now Brit is sleeping over and i dunno whats going on for tomorrow.
well im gunna go byebyeez. xO |
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| And its better off this way... |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|10:33 pm] |
HelLoOo everyoNe..!
hows it going...?
BlaH so today was pretty good over all.
Went to School..which sucked but oh well.
uhm after school me n Megan Smith went over to clearwater. We saw Shane n Roman walking to missys so we yelled hi to them from the car. While we were waiting to get in Shane n Roman came back n met us so we ended up hanging out with them for like over an hour. it was a good time.
Then me n Megan went to clearwater actually. hm it was pretty gay but good bands..well some. I finally hung out with Kraig and Charles n Mona. and some other ppl i use to be close too. so that was cool. and yeah i dunno the rest of the night was kinda gay..lol
so then megan took me home n here i am.
urgh im so mad at myself. i promised i wouldn't give in and try to call Adam anymore n let him call me if he really cares but what did my gay self do? i tried calling him from like 3 different phones tonight, and did he answer at all? NO. i give up i totally dont even know what to think anymore..it sucks.
well im tired so im gunna go..mucho lOve xo. |
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| fuck them all. |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|06:34 pm] |
Forgetting Montgomery-->> awesome band. check them out sometime. Charlie Zach and Conor..kickass guys.
Charlie im sad u guys cant play at Clearwater wednesday but soon we'll have a basement show at my place with u guys in it..yesss!
//*Howdy party people.*//
...Whats going on? well i really have nothing exciting to say in here right now.
*-* School today was okay no fights or ne thing, then i came home and got all my plans ruined but whatever.(BAD PART OF MY DAY) so i called Adam and he never answerd. Then i called from my house phone which he doesnt know and he picked up? wtf is with that he only answerd cuz he didnt think it was me. He made up gay ass excuses for him NEVER calling or seeing me the past like 2 fucking weeks? "oh well i was working blah blah" and i sit there listening to girls laugh in the backround. That shit pissed me off its the second time, im sure im being cheated on. He has time to smoke with gang fags but never call me for 5 min or go see me? URGH. So then i said u can just tell me if u dont like me anymore n shit n he didnt talk so i was like ok fine? then later hes like call me back in a few hours im busy n i was like whatever n he hung up..urgh im so sick of this so now im sitting here balling..*-*
i dunno what to do about Adam anymore.
i fucking hate guys..
im sick of being treated like this.
and getting hurt all the time.
im always more hurt/sad then i am happy with him.
Actually im never with him or talk to him anymore cuz hes being a dick.
I dont need to be treated like this anymore.
i need to end it, but i cant..its to hard.
Im scared to lose him, hes like all i have.
Someone please..just help me get thru this shit.
Im so sick of just crying everyday over him..ahh
im sick of him calling me after like a week n trying to be all sweet to make it better then pulls the same shit again of never talking to me or seeing me..
Well that was my bitching for today im sorry about all that but i needed to get it out somewhere cuz im balling my eyes out n i just need someone who cares to help me.
Im sure none of u understand, your probably just sitting there saying shit like who cares sarah stop bitching get over it or some shit but if u knew the stories u would understand..whatever im done talking about Adam..
*im gunna go..bye. |
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| shhhhhh. |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|09:23 pm] |
((*i'm playing the role of the happy girl but no one knows
inside i'm alone but i will never let it show
i dread everyday, too much work & not enough play
over and over it's always the same
but you can make everything okay.*))
Hola everyone.!
well nothing is really new since last night, still no contact with Adam what so ever so im getting pretty depressed over it but what can ya do..gr.
.x. SuNdAy .x. (today)
..Angie came over.
Then we went to well duh, Shanes.
It was just me her Roman n Shane.
Greg came over..took me n Roman for some smokes.
Then we all just chilled n stuffff...
uh thats about it.
Then i took Angie n Roman home.
yeah so this weekend pretty much just was me going to Shanes with everyone. thats pretty much what it always is lol..Im still sad i couldnt join Angie Nicole n Shauna when they went to fridays, it was so fun last time but i cant wait for Effingham?? haha strange..
so yeah i dunno man..i know i complain a ton in this thing but i cant help it.
Everything is going gayish. Stupid Boyfriend shit, im failing in school, stuff at home isnt so good, pressure and trouble with my friends and i dunno. im ready to just give up with everything...
well thats enough for today..byebyez! |
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